This Year: Things I Manifested That Still Feel Kind of Insane

Hi guys!!

I have been wanting to write this one because I’ve been thinking A LOT about manifestation lately, mostly because I’m pregnant and emotional lol but also because I keep having these moments where I look around and I’m like… wait. I used to literally write about this exact life.

If you know me you know I’ve done TBM / To Be Magnetic for this past year. Like the DIs, lists, unblocking, expanders, all of it. I am very much that person.

And I know manifestation can get a little woo woo depending on who you’re talking to, but I genuinely believe in it because I’ve watched so many things I wrote down / visualized / decided I wanted actually happen.

Not because I sat at home and thought about them hard enough lol. I have also worked my ASS off. But I do think there is something very real about deciding what you want, getting really honest about why you don’t believe you can have it, and then actually behaving like the person who believes it’s possible.

Anyway. Obviously the biggest one right now is…

THIS BABY.

I almost don’t even know how to write about this one because it feels so different from manifesting a job or a house or a bag. And I want to be careful because I would NEVER say you can manifest a pregnancy if you just “believe enough.” Trust me coming from someone who did 6+ years of IVF with so many ups and downs in between, I know that isn’t the case. There are so many things with fertility and pregnancy that are completely outside of our control.

But there IS something to SURRENDERING to the universe. To trusting that if its meant for you it will be yours. For me personally, I have felt connected to this baby for so long.

Like… this little soul was already around me. I knew I was meant to have a 4th, which is why every miscarriage and every failed implantation was so defeating. 

I had thought about the baby. I had pictured being pregnant. I had pictured our life with four. I had literally made space for their little soul in my brain before it existed physically in our lives.

And now its right around the corner. Growing inside me. Which is actually insane when you think about it too much lol.

Our soul baby.

I swear pregnancy has made me even more aware of how little control we actually have while somehow making me believe in manifestation even more?? Maybe that makes no sense. But there is something about knowing what you want, calling it in, and then also surrendering the timing of it that has been a huge lesson for me.

And then there is RAEYA.

This one gets me too.

We opened in November 2025. NOVEMBER!! It has not even been a year, and somehow it feels like RAEYA has always existed.

Before we opened I could see it so clearly. Not every single detail obviously, but I knew what I wanted it to feel like.

And now we have so many MEMBERS. Actual women who come into this place and have friendships and routines and favorite things and their own experiences there. And theyre all on amazing journeys of health and healing. 

That part is honestly way cooler than anything I could have put on a vision board.

Because you can manifest the business and the beautiful space and all of those tangible things, but you can’t manufacture a real community. You guys made that part happen.

And one of my other huge manifestations within RAEYA has been the people.

My Director and my VP of Marketing.

I cannot tell you how much I wanted the RIGHT people around me as we grew this business.

Not just people who looked great on paper. People who got it. People I trusted. People who cared about RAEYA the way I cared about RAEYA. People who could take what was in my head and make it better.

And somehow I found them.

They are both such amazing hires and genuinely feel like people I manifested into my life.

I think this has actually been a huge piece of my own expansion because there was a time when my instinct was basically…

I’ll just do it myself.

😂

And at some point you have to realize that the next level of the thing you’re building requires people who are BETTER than you at certain things.

You have to let people in.

You have to trust them.

You have to stop thinking that being capable means doing absolutely everything yourself.

And finding these two has been such a reminder to me that when you get really specific about what you need and refuse to hire just because you’re desperate to fill a seat, the right person really can show up.

Another manifestation that is significantly less deep but VERY exciting: my engagement ring upgrade. 😂

I had wanted to upgrade my ring for a while.

I knew what I wanted. I had the pictures. I could see it on my hand.

And now I look down and I’m like… oh. There she is!!!

I LOVE IT.

And honestly, this is another area where TBM has helped me because I think I used to feel like I had to justify wanting nice things.

Like okay yes I want this BUT I’m grateful for what I have!!! And material things aren't important!!! And my original ring was obviously incredibly special!!!

Obviously.

We know.

But I also wanted the upgrade 😂

And I’ve gotten much more comfortable with the fact that not every manifestation has to represent some enormous spiritual transformation.

Sometimes you want something because it’s beautiful and you love it.

That is allowed.

Which brings me to the manifestation that has NOT arrived yet……

You know where this is going.

THE BEACH HOUSE.

Guys.

I am still trying to manifest this beach house before the end of the year 😂

I can see it SO clearly.

The baby there. Doors open. Coffee in the morning. Bare feet. Friends coming over. Long dinners. Sandy everything. All my littles growing up with this place as part of their childhood.

I WANT IT.

So I’m putting it in writing one more time:

BEACH HOUSE. 2026.

Universe, we have discussed this!!!

This one is also making me practice the part of TBM that is historically much harder for me, which is surrendering the HOW.

Because I am GREAT at action.

Give me something I want and approximately four minutes later I will have a plan, a spreadsheet and three people I’m calling 😂

And I do believe in aligned action. You have to DO things.

Send the email. Take the meeting. Look at the house. Hire the person. Make the investment. Say yes when something feels expansive. Say no when you know you’re settling.

But I’m also learning that there is a point where aligned action becomes trying to control every single detail.

That is the part I’m still working on :)

Because when I actually look at the biggest things I’ve manifested, they didn’t necessarily come exactly how I expected them to.

RAEYA used to be an idea.

Our members weren’t here yet.

My Director and VP of Marketing weren’t here yet.

This baby wasn’t here yet.

The ring was literally a picture in my phone.

And now these things are just… my life.

HOW WILD IS THAT?

I think we’re so quick to get the thing and immediately move the goalpost that we forget there was once a version of us who would have absolutely lost her mind over what we have today.

So this week, go look at an old manifestation list. Your vision board. Your Notes app. Your camera roll. Whatever you have.

See what’s already here.

And then maybe make a little room for whatever is next.

Honestly, RAEYA is one of my favorite places to do exactly that.

Book the facial. Get the treatment you’ve been thinking about. Give yourself an hour where nobody needs anything from you. Put your phone down. Get out of GO mode and let somebody take care of YOU for a minute.

Maybe you figure out what you’re calling in next while you’re there.

Or maybe you just leave with really good skin 😂

Both count IMO.

And in the meantime, if anyone has particularly strong beach house manifestation energy, SEND IT MY WAY.

We still have time 😂

xx